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[ottimismo]

[ continued from here! ]

I like jazz and going to church and spending time with my sisters and my niece and cooking way too much food for one person. I also like sitting on the couch under a big blanket and watching cooking competitions.

And sex. I like that, too.

[documentings]

We need to get you some new hobbies.

Except the cooking and sex part.

Actually, definitely keep the sex part. That's non-negotiable. If you're loud, have sex at my house. I need revenge for Roger and Mimi.

[ottimismo]

My hobbies are just fine, thank you.

Wait.

Is that an invitation? The sex part, obviously. With you?

[ 'Smooth' is not in his vocabulary. ]

1/2

[documentings]

what

2/2

[documentings]

I don't know
Is it?

[ottimismo]

I kind of want it to be?

[documentings]

[ play it cool play it cool play it cool play it cool ]

3am texts from a drunk teenager

[johnwaynes]

how do you know your gay

jesus christ

[ottimismo]

You know, I think they have a hotline for this sort of thing.

1/2

[johnwaynes]

hotlines are gay

2/2

[johnwaynes]

fuck
you know what i mean
why cant i text you? you said if you need anything

i need to know

[ottimismo]

I really meant anything regarding the case, not anything regarding 3 am personal crises.

[ ugh why is he doing this-- ] You think you might like boys?

[johnwaynes]

fine i wont text you then
didnt need you anyway

its time for josh is drunk at one in the morning

[johnwaynes]

the best part of movies is that at the end theres some resolution

[johnwaynes]

you know the anniversary is going to come up soon?

the anniversary

how fucked up is that phrase

[johnwaynes]

they didnt even find the bodies

you could probably. you're competent.

[johnwaynes]

sometimes i think about just walking in the snow you know

i bet its peaceful

just sort of waiting

maybe if i listen i can hear their voice on the wind

[johnwaynes]

im just shitting you i wouldnt do that
who would do that

thats fucked up right?????

[johnwaynes]

you dont walk off a mountain

you fall off cliffs

theres a big one nearby where they ran but the police found jack shit

[johnwaynes]

i didnt want the group to come up until the exact day of the anniversary but its so fucking lonely here

i think i can hear them

[johnwaynes]

hannahs bed is really comfortable and it still smells like her isnt that fucked up???

i used to sing her and beth to sleep with my mom when we were all little

now its just me and jeremiah cragg


i just want to know when thisll stop

[johnwaynes]

maybe it won't

i can just make it stop

its easy up here

[ottimismo]

[ It's the third text before the vibrating actually wakes Sonny up. But it only takes reading two of them to get out of bed. ]

It's cold up there, you should stay inside. We wouldn't want anything happening to you.

You're having a rough night? Have you been drinking? ]

[johnwaynes]

no its my buddy jeremiah cragg what the fuck kind of a question is that

[ottimismo]

How much have you had to drink, Josh?

[ He's already pulling on a pair of jeans and a long-sleeved shirt, pushing his hair back without much worry for what it looks like. ]